oh honey honey

So...I totally forgot what I wrote in here when I told Craig where this blog was hahaha
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work tonight was fun. Last night was like Alexander and the teerrible, horrible, no good, very bad day! haha nothing was going right. I don't really feel like mentioning all that went wrong though. But, one funnyish thing was that I got a flat tire on my way home from David's party at midnight, then I sliced my finger trying to get the spare off (which didn't work haha) that's not the funny part. The funny part is that the tire was underneath ME AGAIN! 100% of the time that my family gets a flat, it is the one under me. They call me "powerbuns". haha So, they were laughing their heads off when they found out about last night haha. :D anywho, enough for now. adios!

yo hablo espanol

I am in SPanish class right now, but just thought I'd stop in and say HOLA! hehehe

sugar sugar!

hey hey!
this little blog has been too private! I need a more open one. :D Actually, I HAVE a more open one, but this one is prettier. hehehe
So, lately I have learn to love during the hard (SUPER hard) times and to be there for the person that I love no matter what. It kindof feels good that I can be there for said person and help him out, but at the same time, it has been pretty difficult. praise GOD for forgiveness, especially the forgiveness He shows us daily!!!
This is gonna be a busy week! AHHH!!! I have to write 20 poems and 5 responses by friday, Sean and I are going to a swing dance on Friday night, I have to be moved out of Ben's room and into Kathryn's room (which has NO SPACE for me) by friday, I have a soccer game tomorrow and work until close on wednesday. like I said: AHHHH!!!!! hahaha
Welp, adios!

la de da

la de da
that pretty much describes it. haha
So, I know I always blog about Sean on here, but that's b/c he can't see it. ;)
It's weird...I just feel like I'm on hold until May 1st, our anniversary, so maybe I can find out where our relationship is! We have been dating for almost a year, and I don't know where we are! We haven't said I love you. I wonder if he is having doubts or something. I just want to know where we are going and where we are gonna end up b/c, frankly, I am terrified of having my heart broken. It's extemely fragile. I want to hear from him. I just...am probaly too emotional, too worryable (nice new word, huh?), and maybe insecure...I never really thought of myself as insecure, but maybe I am. It sounds like I am, doesn't it? :p It's just that I haven't seen him in a while, and we don't talk that much!!! I wish we talked more! But I feel like I can't tell him that b/c I would sound pathetic. But that's really lame b/c what kind of a relationship is it if I can't tell him how I feel? crap. That sounds pathetic too. Basically, I wish we talked more and I wish I knew where he wanted this relationship to go.

uh oh!

Ok, so here is the deal:
Kathryn, Liz, and I went skinny dipping in the Gulf of Mexico. It was so fun!!! hahaha We of course made sure that mobody was anywhere near, plus it was at about midnight. haha So, there is my confession. hahaha :D

Here I am!

Hey Hey!
Back from Florida! I am barely even sunburned haha I was on Tuesday, though. We had a good time. It was very very nice Tues and Wed, but it rained on Thursday and POURED like I have never seen before on Friday when we left. The trip took 24 hours on the way home. It was a great vacation away from "it all" and stuff. I miss Sean. I would LOVE to see him!!! I was going to see him this weekend, but he has to take his ACT. :( I hope I can see him soon!!! So, Brittany is getting married on June 5th, and I am throwing her a bridal shower even though she will not be here. I can't make it to her wedding b/c it is my graduation weekend. :(:(:( How sad is that! We will videotape the fun stuff, take lots of pictures, and mail her gifts to her.