Rascal Flatts make me melt haha

So, Seany got me the Rascal Flatts cd today! What a pleasant surprise! haha I love it! Actually, I love him! haha Today was my first day of work. I was in the dish dishroom. ugh. haha It was...intersing. haha all the other workers feel bad for those of us in the dishroom. lol it's really hot and NASTY and crazy. absolutely crazy. So anyways, I broke a plate, then I flooded the dishroom, then i clogged the garbage disposal. lol yay for me haha When this cd is over I am gonna go to bed b/c I have to get up early. Only I don't think I am that tired. Whatever haha ew, my gum is getting yucky. bye!

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Hello blog!!!
That last post sounded depressing...I am not depressed! haha I was just feeling alone. I met some people here and there. Becca and Steph L have been hanging out with me some too. I love those two! haha I am gonna try to go to Mars Hill tonight with Sean and his roomate Phil, who pretty much knows everybody :-) Should be sweet if Ben loves it so much! haha Welp, just thought I'd clarify to those that read this (I dunno, Craig maybe haha) That I am doing well. :D I can't wait for small groups to start! yay!!! Campus ministry church was sweet this morning. The message was just like the devo that Sean and I read last night! How weird/cool is that! haha It was about light and darkness. It's weird b/c (before cm started) I have never had to try to be cool or whatever to fit in, but I desperately wanted to fit in. So, I have to suround myself with "light" or Christian friends/good inluences. Interesting... I am listening to Trust Company! There is someone in my building with them on his i-tunes haha ok, adios!

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I am bored and lonely as of now. Ben can't ever hang out b/c he has transitions leader training all day. Sean doesn't want to hang out "we'll get bored of eachother," which, for some reason kindof made me feel bad, but he doesn't know that. Whatever. I am having a hard time b/c I don't want new friends, I want my OLD friends! We had fun together. oh well. hopefully someone will come out of their holes and meet us haha
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gv rocks my socks

sitting in my dorm with Steph. we have nothing to do until 9pm b/c we have to go to a meeting for our floor. sounds boring haha but ya never know. we haven't really met anyone yet! I mean, we ate dinner with a girl named Jessie and we said hi to our suitmates, but nobody is around! And if they are around, they have their doors closed. We are at the end of the hall, so even though our door is open, nobody comes down here hahaha welp, just about 50 more minutes of sitting lol adios!

wooooooo!

Well, I move in a day! wow! haha It's so crazy! Liz and Chels we here last night and we had a sleepover like old times, laughing till it hurts, and crying our eyes out, about memories we have made throughout the years. We talked about how we would all make new friends, but we don't WANT new friends. We want eachother. And there is no way that we will be as comfortable with the new friends as we are with eachother b/c it took us a long time to get to where we are now as friends. We have been through alot together and have gotten eachother throught the harder than hard times. We would do anything for eachother. I miss my friends so much already. But as I don't want to leave my friends, I have to, so I hope I DO make wonderful friends at college b/c I don't want to be alone. I need those people that come along side of me and help me through life, that encourage me when I am down, that laugh until they can't breath with me about a scared ostrich and froofy peanuts and exploded jellybeans! hahaha good times. I will miss them desperately.

A sigh of exhaustion

Ahhh...
I am one tired kid. The only reason I am up now is b/c the baby I will be watching until wednesday is coming at 10. Then I work 34 hours at McD's a week and 28 hours babysitting my two boys. I am quite overloaded in my head haha But last night was cool. We went to the Tigers game. Mom got free tickets from work and then she bought one for Seans o he could come.
I am moving in less than 3 weeks to college!!! (gulp) I am freaked but at the same time excited. I have no idea what to expect or if I'll make good friends or what. It's crazy. I'm tired. bye bye blog haha