The Scattered brain of Sarah Elizabeth :)

Sunday, March 27, 2005

BBQed lobster

Hey Hey!
HE IS RISEN!!! GOD is so beyond amazing!!! Oh, Praise Him! He is Holy! He is Holy!
I am going to Florida!!! We are scheduled to leave the church at 6pm. How exciting! I can't wait to bake in the sun! :D I am most of the way packed.
I spend Friday and yesterday moring at Sean's house. We went to Great Lakes Crossing with his mom, dad, Scott, and Bri, and we saw "Guess Who," which was hillarious! Then, we walked around for an hour and half (split into dates), but Sean was being moody and jerky. :( I don't know why, but after we got home, I took at 2 and half hour nap, and he woke me up and said he was sorry for being a jerk. I appreciated that, but I felt pretty uncomfortable like, the whole time after that. I figure I better get use to seeing his poopy side b/c we will live VERY close to eachother in a few months! He is in FL with a group from his church right now. I told him to write me hehe So he better! We will be in completely different places in FL. We are going to have so much fun in the sun! hehe yay!!! k, time to go...do something else lol
Sarah

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Do the Feddy

So...
Sean wants me to drive down to Troy on Friday, but my mom won't let me. I am absolutely terrified of it, but meeting him half way would be fine. But mom said no way. I feel bad to make Sean always do all the driving. But dad said he could take me down there, so that's sweetness. Now Sean just has to drive me all the way back! I hope he's ok with that. I feel so bad that I can't drive there or back myself. I hope he doesn't mind. I guess if he really wants to spend time with me, he'll have to be fine driving me home...I really really REALLY want to spend time with him! haha That's why I even considered doing any of the driving if I was allowed. Ok, I have bogged alot alot alot about Sean lately. I can NOT get him off of my mind for the life of me! Everything reminds me of him! I am not sure what to do about that. It's so hard to be so far apart. So hard. It doesn't make me care for him/like him and less at all though. I just want to be with him. (sigh) Wait on GOD's timing, Sarah, wait on HIS timing.

I was so tired today. Not in a particulaly bad mood, but not a particulaly good mood either. Just plum tired. I dunno...when Sean said he wanted me to drive there, I cried b/c the thought scared the crapacino out of me. Anywho, I better shut up.

adios!