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Wow
busy busy busy week already. I worked 12 hours yesterday and 12 hours today. The kids were fine yesterday and bad today. haha interesting. Kathryn is watching them Friday b/c Sean is taking off to spend the day with me. :D I am so excited. I miss him and it's been a week and a half. This will be the last time we see eachother for a month. :-( It's weird b/c I missed him alot last year in Mexico, so I will probably miss him even more this year (shrug) THe team is alot smaller, but I am REALLY looking forward to it. I LOVE this trip! I know that it will be miles different than it was last year, but I am still certain that it will rock! :D yay!!!
ugh. it just occurred to me that next week is going to be MUCH BUSIER than this week!!! I didn't have to babysit Monday and I will next week. I will still have to work at McD's, and I won't have Friday off to spend with my honey. Welp, Keep working for the Lord!!!

a graduate

woooooo
it's hot
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So, I graduated on Friday and ended high school. As emotional as I THOUGHT I would be, I am not. I am very happy and glad to leave high school. Of course, I still have anxieties about college. Will I fit in? I never thought I would ask that question, but when I started McD's I realized that I am really quite different. haha I mean for real. The people that I work with are nothing like me or my friends. (Cass and Jill and K are the exceptions) But K and I are the only Christians there. It's a different world out there compared to my sheltered little Christian school. I am going from a class of nine in a school where I know everyone and everyone knows me. That is about to change drastically. Who knows if my roommate will even like me? Or if I will even like her? haha who know. Who knows if Sean and I have a future together or if college will change our relationship? I wish I knew!!! But I have to trust GOD that He not only knows, but has the best in mind as long as I follow Him closely. ugh. haha

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well, life is pretty good if I do say so myself. It is UBER busy. This week is esspecially so. I graudate on Friday! Amazing. I am old. haha Where did all those childhood years go? They have been fun. One of the biggest anxienties I have about college is that I will not have the support group of Christian friends that I have here. I pray that I will find another one soon. I know that the Christian life is not meant to be lived alone, nor do I want to even attempt it. It is somewhat weird going into it with a boyfriend as well. I wonder if he is the one I will be with forever or not. I sometimes wish that I just knew so that I could keep my heart protected, but then again, GOD has His reasons for not telling us, and we need to remain faithful. hmmm I just hope the future holds a GODhonoring, awesome life...