Do the Feddy

So...
Sean wants me to drive down to Troy on Friday, but my mom won't let me. I am absolutely terrified of it, but meeting him half way would be fine. But mom said no way. I feel bad to make Sean always do all the driving. But dad said he could take me down there, so that's sweetness. Now Sean just has to drive me all the way back! I hope he's ok with that. I feel so bad that I can't drive there or back myself. I hope he doesn't mind. I guess if he really wants to spend time with me, he'll have to be fine driving me home...I really really REALLY want to spend time with him! haha That's why I even considered doing any of the driving if I was allowed. Ok, I have bogged alot alot alot about Sean lately. I can NOT get him off of my mind for the life of me! Everything reminds me of him! I am not sure what to do about that. It's so hard to be so far apart. So hard. It doesn't make me care for him/like him and less at all though. I just want to be with him. (sigh) Wait on GOD's timing, Sarah, wait on HIS timing.

I was so tired today. Not in a particulaly bad mood, but not a particulaly good mood either. Just plum tired. I dunno...when Sean said he wanted me to drive there, I cried b/c the thought scared the crapacino out of me. Anywho, I better shut up.

adios!