Oh my gosh, and I am SOOOO in LOVE!!!!!!!! Sean is the best man in the whole world and I love him so much and I can't wait to marry him and become his wife!!! :D:D:D Yay!!! hehe I am so happy. Even in my busy crazy nutso life, I think about him all the time and think about our life together. It's fun to imagine! Especially since we have seen our new apartment!!!!!!!! hehe it is so nice and cute and it is just waiting for my decorative stamp! lol but it will be a bachelor pad for five months lol anywho, I love you Seany! More than anything! :D xoxoxo

Well, it has definitely been a while! :) I had a decent summer working at Meijer. I saw Sean about once a week, which we thought was hard, but now we wish we could see each other that often! I have learned a couple new jobs at Meijer and have begun working once a week at Barnes and Nobel Cafe (starbucks). Also, Liz and I coach NLCA varsity cheer leading, which I LOVE. The girls are very impressive and the work so hard. They are going to be great this season. Anyway, the wedding is just under 6 months away now and the plans are looking awesome! I am so excited about the whole thing! I am really looking forward to the wedding, it is going to be beautiful and fun! But most importantly, I am so grateful to God for the man that I am marrying. I am so happy that He blessed us with such a love. Sean is so wonderful and I am REALLY happy and honored to become his wife!!! :D
In other news, the whole family is sick. All five of us that live here right now are sick. At least we'll hopefully be done with it by Thanksgiving! :) I am looking forward to Thanksgiving too because last year I was sick (I am really not sick very often! haha) and mom and I stayed home and watched Gone with the Wind and missed the family dinner. :p This year is going to be nice. Aunt Nan made a couple ideas for necklaces for my bridesmaids (I hope none of them are reading this! lol) and they are very pretty! I really like my family (I love them, but it's nice to actually LIKE your extended family too! haha) and I don't get to spend a whole lot of time with them.
I just got internet in my room over the weekend (Sean bought me a wireless "card" if that's what they are called haha), so I have the opportunity to blog a little more often. Hopefully some of them will be a little more interesting. :) lol!

Well, I pray the Lord blesses my family, friends, future family including Sean, and Thank You Lord for all of them.

schoodely woodely

Sooo, I finished my exams, and I am almost done. The only thing I have left is to put all my projects from my computers in ed class onto my website, but I can't figure out how to do it! ugh! :p He gave 3 online tutorials and two 3 page word documents explaining how to do it, but I still can't figure it out! So hopefully that happens soon lol I am taking a short break and I just ate a chocolate bar lol so that's hopeful. My best class was Brit Lit. I love Brit Lit anyway, and the whole class was writing. So I know I did really well. If I got an A on the last exam, I will get an A in the class.
So anyway, my beloved roommate Barb is moving out today! haha she is packing as I type!
And I am pretty much totally excited to be home with everyone!!! :D:D:D I miss my friends sooo much and my family sooooooooooooooo much!!! I miss Cornerstone too.
But you know, one of the things I am really bummed about leaving behind is Mars Hill. Sean and I have been going on Sunday mornings and we love it a lot. We always leave thinking and we never dose off during the sermons. We are constantly more inspired to live for Christ and love people. We decided to listen to the sermons online and talk about them over the phone. We are planning to join when we get back here. I want to work in Baby Bay hehe
So anyway, now I am just stalling lol I need to get back to my frustration... lol
Adios Amigos!

You know, there are all kinds of people that I think are so beautiful.
But the men seem to prefer one type that is unattainable to anybody without a modeling career, and I am not blaming them for it... I just don't think it's very fair... Why can't they prefer the look of the women who they love and who love them?
I think I am very beautiful. I am not a supermodel. Why do we have to be on different levels? Why is their beauty more appealing?

I'm getting married to Sean!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! YAAAAYYY!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D I am so excited!

As sturdy as a word of truth
With power like a loving deed
The essence of strength which others pursue
Embodied in one tiny seed
Blades, storm, mean nothing to you
Neither the time nor the tide
Worries incapable, no fears can undo
The fortitude possessed inside
And as I ponder your steadfast ways
I am greeted by a creature of green
To know such secure and worriless days
Something only my dreams have seen
So, one of your twigs may I carry with me?
To bring me some security
As I’m wishing now to be more like thee
In this, my ode to the redwood tree

no one wants to play with me, I'm bored bored bored
and my little sister Willow is bored too
no one wants to play with me, I'm bored bored bored
I'll bet everyone but Willow's got something else to do

I've got cabin fever, I've got cabin fever!

Just a little sampling a silly songs that give a taste of my current state of being.