I am stressed and tired. I want to curl up into a ball and cry. But that won't help. :p

But, my program went really well tonight. Lots of people came and hung out and ate ice cream and talked with eachother, so I was really happy about that. Another happy thing is that our staff meeting got done 45 minutes early! :D I am still working on the horseback riding trip, but the date I booked it for is kindof bad for people, but that's really hard because everybody has a different schedule. I just feel bad that the Fujis can't go because they really want to.

So yeah, I am ready to just screw all this unnecessary work and just move on with life. I want to skip the stupid classes and just know everything I need to, get married, and start teaching. I know teaching will be hard, but at least I won't have to write 600 freaking papers every day! haha ok so it's not 600 haha but it sure feels like it!

I'm trying. just struggling. :p